【2017年整理】生活有时候困难得难以置信,只需做自己.docxVIP

生活有时候困难得难以置信,只需做自己 Occasionally,?life?can?be?undeniably,?impossiblydifficult.?We?are?faced?with?challenges?and?eventsthat?can?seem?overwhelming,?life-destroying?tothe?point?where?it?may?be?hard?to?decide?whetherto?keep?going.?But?you?always?have?a?choice.Jessica?Heslop?shares?her?powerful,?inspiringjourney?from?the?worst?times?in?her?life?to?the?newlife?she?has?created?for?herself: 生活有时候困难得难以置信，但又不容置疑。我们面临的挑战与困境似乎无法抵御，试图毁灭我们生活，甚至使你犹疑是否继续走下去。但是你总有选择的余地。从人生低谷走向新生活的杰西卡·赫斯乐普，在这里与我们分享她启迪心灵、充满震撼力的生活之旅。 In?2012?I?had?the?worst?year?of?my?life. 2012年是我生活中最艰难的一年。 I?worked?in?a?finance?job?that?I?hated?and?I?lived?in?a?concrete?jungle?city?with?littlegreenery.?I?occupied?my?time?with?meaningless?relationships?and?spent?copious?quantitiesof?money?on?superficialities.?I?was?searching?for?happiness?and?had?no?idea?where?to?find?it. 我做着讨厌的财务工作，住在难寻绿色的高楼林立的城市。我忙于无意义的交往，在一些肤浅表面的东西上大笔开销。我寻找快乐，却又不知道它在哪里。 Then?I?fell?ill?with?Chronic?Fatigue?Syndrome?(CFS)?and?became?virtually?bed?bound.?I?hadto?quit?my?job?and?subsequently?was?left?with?no?income.?I?lived?with?my?boyfriend?of?thenonly?3?months?who?financially?supported?me?and?our?relationship?was?put?under?greatpressure.?I?eventually?regained?my?physical?health,?but?not?long?after?that?I?got?a?callfrom?my?family?at?home?to?say?that?my?father’s?cancer?had?fiercely?progressed?and?that?hehad?been?admitted?to?a?hospice. 然后我患上了慢性疲劳综合症，几乎到了卧床不起的地步。我不得不辞掉工作，同时也就断了财源。我和那时仅相处了3个月的男友住在一起，经济上完全依赖于他，我们的关系承受着巨大压力。终于我恢复健康，但不久，我接到家里的电话，父亲的癌症急剧恶化，已经住进了临终关怀中心。 I?left?the?city?and?I?went?home?to?be?with?him. 我离开了城市，回家陪父亲。 He?died?6?months?later. 6个月之后，他去世了。 My?father?was?a?complete?inspiration?to?me.?He?was?always?so?strong?that,?for?a?minuteafter?he?drew?his?last?breath,?I?honestly?thought?he?would?come?back?to?life.?I?couldn’tbelieve?I?would?never?again?cuddle?into?his?big?warm?chest?and?feel?safe?no?matter?what. 父亲的事让我彻底清醒。他一直很强壮，在他咽气之后一分钟里，我真的认为，他会活过来。我不能相信，我再也不能依偎在他温暖的怀抱里，享受他宽大的胸怀带给我的安全感。 The?grief?that?followed?was?intense?for?all?of?us?5?childr