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CK沉珂生前的一些日记 1CK Ceekays Diary (online collection), cold can eat steroids overcome, heartache, what should I eat? Well, put a band aid on your heart. By the way, one might heal slowly, and stick to the two. I was startled when I looked in the mirror. The face is paler than usual, swollen eyes and bloodshot. So ugly. Is this me? Never be ugly again. Look to start my new life. Okay。 Change your pajamas first. This white robe made me look more like a ghost. Im old before I grow up. So I decided to mend my adolescence. From now on。 This is Ceekay. 16 years old. I like black. Wear long fingernails. I am a promising child. I smoke more heavily than some adult men do. I have deep dark circles. I dont think its easy to be happy. I fell out of love。 Me I didnt sleep too long. With alcohol and sleeping pills, I woke up. I must admit I still have a pain somewhere. But thats normal. I give myself a day. Up to one day at most. It must be better. I got home at half past three in the morning and began to keep a diary. Excited and somewhat depressed, planning my new life. If its cloudy tomorrow, it will be perfect. Im going to have my hair cut in the morning. No, what can I do? Theyll fall, and theyll fall apart in a mess. Then I cut my nails. Not at all. Its all cut. Ive kept them for a long time, but now Im a little tired of them. For example, every time I take concealed glasses for too long and almost put the eyes out. By the way, maybe I should go get some silver eye shadow. Those dark circles of my eyes havent been so beautiful for a long time. Too good. If my mood heals faster, I should reward myself. What do you kiss in the mirror?. Then call Xiao black and tell him Im all right. When I go crazy, only he gets scared out of my head. He was old, and every time I scare, more old. Like last night as I squatted on the night of 1 points on the corner crying, to call him and tell him I want to jump the river. With the black scared voice also began to stutter. That poor old thing. Wh