我对自己的反省和认识.pptVIP

* * * my university Today, im immersed in phone and computer，which is based on virtual world，but in fact ，there are not anything that i really need。It seems that i know what i should do and how to do it，but the truth is completely opposite。 I once got addicted in online games ，i had spend a large amount time playing the game，even waste money。 I like reading novel last year 。 I often forget to call my parents for a long time due to something that are quite important in my view，but it is tiny truly。 I work hard many years to enter university，but i failed on here. So the former way i think and “hard work” is not correct. i It has purpose such as to apply for a job，and looking for a job is to get money，money that can buy cars and house，then find a wife... But what i mentioned above is not the thing i really want and need，ill continue to work hard for it if i pressingly want it. What i think i should do is not i want and need. How can i do well when i dont kwon what i really need? I know it is lazyness that lead to my nonconfidence and unsuccess. It is angry, crazy,dislike and envy that make me lazy. It is my stupidity that make me pursue those things leading to angry,shame,disllike and envy. It is a bad circulation until i realize and take action. I have lots of desires But the desire is a bottomless that can never be filled, we are little earth is little where is our sun Galactic System * *