（外文电子版资料）Blish, James - A Work of Art.pdfVIP

file:///G|/Program%20Files/eMule/Incoming/James%20Blish%20-%20A%20Work%20of%20Art.txt A Work of Art INSTANTLY, he remembered dying. He remembered it, how- ever, as if at two removesas though he were remembering a memory, rather than an actual event; as though he him- self had not really been there when he died. Yet the memory was all from his own point of view, not that of some detached and disembodied observer which might have been his soul. He had been most conscious of the rasping, unevenly drawn movements of the air in his chest. Blurring rapidly, the doctors face had bent over him, loomed, come closer, and then had vanished as the doctors head passed below his cone of vision, turned sideways to listen to his lungs. It had become rapidly darker, and then, only then, had he realized that these were to be his last minutes. He had tried dutifully to say Paulines name, but his memory contained no record of the soundonly of the rattling breath, and of the film of sootiness thickening in the air, blotting out every- thing for an instant. Only an instant, and then the memory was over. The room was bright again, and the ceiling, he noticed with wonder, had turned a soft green. The doctors head lifted again and looked down at him. It was a different doctor. This one was a far younger man, with an ascetic face and gloaming, almost fey eyes. There was no doubt about it. One of the last conscious thoughts he had had was that of gratitude that the attending physician, there at the end, had not been the one who secretly hated him for his one-time associations with the Nazi hierarchy. The attending doctor, instead, had worn an expression amus- ingly proper for that of a Swiss expert called to the deathbed of an eminent man: a mixture of worry at the prospect of losing so eminent a patient, and complacency at the thought that, at the old mans age, nobody could blame this doctor if he died. At 85, pneumonia is a serious matte