罗宾·威廉姆斯白天不懂夜黑.docVIP

罗宾·威廉姆斯白天不懂夜黑 　　罗宾?威廉姆斯的离世突然而毫无预兆。或者说，在世人眼中，他不应该以这种方式突然离开人们的视线。我们只记得他欢乐的模样，哪怕在严肃的剧情片或是晦暗不明的惊悚片，我们也期待他有那么一两句幽默台词能引得观众捧腹大笑。所以我们不断发问：他看上去那么乐观开朗、没心没肺，怎会以自杀的方式了却自己的一生呢？殊不知镁光灯之外的他，终生与酒精、毒品以及抑郁症纠缠，台上的欢笑不过是他的职业需求，嘴角牵扯的笑容根本没有到达眼底和内心，一切不过是一场梦幻一场戏罢了。 　　如果说流多少眼泪，有多少欢笑，吃多少穿多少这些是恒定的，那么在台上威廉姆斯把自己所有的光与热都耗光后，留给自己的生活就是生命的晦涩与无奈。那些被酒精和毒品摧毁的欢乐，那些被抑郁症夺走的平静，都是他要成名的代价。他在进行一项交易，把那些看似简单的美好拿去交换，得到的一开始是甜蜜，后来却是越发难忍的苦涩。我们只看到了阳光底下的光，却不知道背后的影子黑暗无底，能生生地把一个人的生活给吞没。 　　――Mac 　　It’s hard to choose a single moment that represents the career of Robin Williams， who was found dead this morning of an apparent suicide at 63. Somehow they all seem representative. There were flashes of anarchic joy in his grimmest roles， and moments even in his most 1）outwardly 2）featherweight performances when it seemed as though a cloud had passed across his face. 　　Williams battled drug problems and depression throughout his life. Although he had 3）crests and troughs， the light never traveled far from the darkness or the darkness from the light. Like 4）Jack Lemmon， you could believe Williams as a man standing on a ledge or walking on air. That was the most surprising and often haunting thing about Williams： that sense that when he unleashed the full force of his talent， he was reaching out to the audience and running away from something. 　　“When he appeared on the Jonathan Ross show earlier this summer， he’d been vintage Williams， hyperactive to the point of deranged， 5）ricocheting between voices， riffing off his internal dialogues，”wrote The Guardian’s Decca Aitkenhead in a 2010 profile 6）pegged to World’s Greatest Dad， a 7）pitchblack comedy with unbearably painful dramatic passages， many of which revolve around a suicide note. “Off-camera， however， he is 8）a different kettle of fish. His bearing is intensely 9）Zen and almost mournful， and when he’s not putting on voices he speaks in a low， tremulous 10）baritone―as if on the verge of tears―that would work very well if he were delivering a funeral 11）eulogy.” 　　His first 1